Palestinian Author's Turbulent Journey to Freedom: A Descent into Darkness and Hope
Basim Khandakji, the 42-year-old Palestinian author who recently won the prestigious Arabic Booker Prize, has witnessed unimaginable horrors behind bars. His journey to freedom was marked by a series of events that would leave even the most hardened individuals shaken.
Khandakji's novel, A Mask, The Colour of the Sky, tells the story of Nur, a Palestinian archaeologist who assumes an Israeli identity to join an archaeological dig on an illegal settlement. But for Khandakji himself, the line between fiction and reality became blurred when he was arrested in 2004 at the age of 21.
Condemned to three life sentences, Khandakji spent 21 years behind bars, including 12 days in solitary confinement after his novel won the Arabic Booker Prize. The Israeli prison system's brutal response, he believes, was retaliation for embarrassing them with his book. Guards assaulted him, bound his hands and feet, and threatened him, leaving him feeling like he's still dreaming.
Upon release, Khandakji found himself exiled from his homeland, unable to return home to his family in Nablus. His family is now fighting desperately to reunite with him in Egypt, only to be repeatedly thwarted by Israel. The pain of separation is palpable, as Khandakji says, "Being exiled from your homeland is a burning, painful feeling... My first joy, first sorrow, and first dreams were all in my city, Nablus."
Khandakji's experience is not unique. At least 75 Palestinians have died in Israeli prisons since October 2023, and organisations like B'Tselem and the Palestinian Centre for Human Rights have revealed systematic abuse. The author himself witnessed guards hanging up the bodies of dead prisoners in cells and leaving them there to decay.
Despite the trauma he endured, Khandakji's writing provided a refuge, a hiding place through which he could escape the brutality of the jail and reclaim his freedom, even if only in his imagination. His novel was shortlisted for the International Prize for Arabic Fiction and won a $50,000 prize, paving the way for a global readership.
Now free, Khandakji aims to publish another novel based on one of his closest friends, writer Walid Daqqa, who died of cancer after allegedly deliberate medical neglect by prison authorities. His only solace in jail was the friendships he made "that even death cannot erase."
As Khandakji continues to write and plan for a PhD, he remains hopeful that human justice will allow him to reunite with his mother, a sentiment he says is rooted deep within his Palestinian identity. "Palestinians, unlike others, do not live in their homeland โ their homeland lives within them."
Basim Khandakji, the 42-year-old Palestinian author who recently won the prestigious Arabic Booker Prize, has witnessed unimaginable horrors behind bars. His journey to freedom was marked by a series of events that would leave even the most hardened individuals shaken.
Khandakji's novel, A Mask, The Colour of the Sky, tells the story of Nur, a Palestinian archaeologist who assumes an Israeli identity to join an archaeological dig on an illegal settlement. But for Khandakji himself, the line between fiction and reality became blurred when he was arrested in 2004 at the age of 21.
Condemned to three life sentences, Khandakji spent 21 years behind bars, including 12 days in solitary confinement after his novel won the Arabic Booker Prize. The Israeli prison system's brutal response, he believes, was retaliation for embarrassing them with his book. Guards assaulted him, bound his hands and feet, and threatened him, leaving him feeling like he's still dreaming.
Upon release, Khandakji found himself exiled from his homeland, unable to return home to his family in Nablus. His family is now fighting desperately to reunite with him in Egypt, only to be repeatedly thwarted by Israel. The pain of separation is palpable, as Khandakji says, "Being exiled from your homeland is a burning, painful feeling... My first joy, first sorrow, and first dreams were all in my city, Nablus."
Khandakji's experience is not unique. At least 75 Palestinians have died in Israeli prisons since October 2023, and organisations like B'Tselem and the Palestinian Centre for Human Rights have revealed systematic abuse. The author himself witnessed guards hanging up the bodies of dead prisoners in cells and leaving them there to decay.
Despite the trauma he endured, Khandakji's writing provided a refuge, a hiding place through which he could escape the brutality of the jail and reclaim his freedom, even if only in his imagination. His novel was shortlisted for the International Prize for Arabic Fiction and won a $50,000 prize, paving the way for a global readership.
Now free, Khandakji aims to publish another novel based on one of his closest friends, writer Walid Daqqa, who died of cancer after allegedly deliberate medical neglect by prison authorities. His only solace in jail was the friendships he made "that even death cannot erase."
As Khandakji continues to write and plan for a PhD, he remains hopeful that human justice will allow him to reunite with his mother, a sentiment he says is rooted deep within his Palestinian identity. "Palestinians, unlike others, do not live in their homeland โ their homeland lives within them."