‘Scary, cold, hungry and lonely’: Volunteer soldier shares experience on front line | CNN

For months, 21-year-old Akula fought on the front lines in Ukraine as a volunteer soldier. What he witnessed during this time would haunt him forever.

As he recounted to CNN's David McKenzie, Akula was consumed by feelings of desperation - he was scared, cold, hungry, and extremely lonely. The grueling reality of war left its indelible mark on his mental health.

"I have PTSD, anxiety, and depression," Akula stated candidly about the emotional toll his experiences took on him. "The sounds, smells, and memories from that time still linger with me."

When asked to describe a typical day on the front line, Akula's expression turned somber. He recalled the constant bombardment of artillery fire, explosions, and screams for help from fellow soldiers and civilians. The pressure of constantly being on high alert took its toll.

"Sometimes you're sleeping; sometimes you're awake," he said about his 5-month stint in combat zones. "It's a perpetual sense of danger that seeps into your subconscious."

As Akula spoke to CNN, it was clear that the harsh conditions and prolonged exposure to trauma have irreparably changed him. The psychological scars will likely take time to heal.

"It's not just about the physical injuries," he cautioned those considering enlisting in military service. "The psychological effects of war should never be underestimated."

Akula's experience serves as a stark reminder of the human cost of conflict, and the devastating impact it can have on individuals who are called upon to fight for their country.
 
I'm still trying to process this 🤯 Akula's story is really hitting close to home for me, you know? I've been studying psychology in school and it's crazy how PTSD can affect people even after they're out of the war zone. It makes me think about our own school safety drills and how we prepare for emergency situations... I mean, who knew that what we practice could actually be a reality for someone like Akula? 😔 We should definitely talk to our mental health resources more, you know? They might not seem as important when we're just trying to get good grades, but trust me, it's super relevant when life gets tough. 📚💪
 
I cant even imagine being in akulas shoes!! 🤯 he's like, literally living through war and still got PTSD, anxiety & depression - that's insane!!! 💔 war is just so messed up and the ppl who get affected by it need all the support they can get! 😊 we should all be learning from akulas story and making sure military recruitment procedures are in place to protect soldiers mental health too 🤝
 
🤯 I'm literally shook by Akula's story - how anyone can survive (or even make it out alive) from that kind of trauma is just insane... 5 months straight in combat zones, no break, no respite... and the sounds, smells, memories still haunting him? 😩 My mind is blown. And I'm so sorry he had to go through this. The way he's speaking about PTSD, anxiety, depression... it's like, yeah, we knew it was a thing, but hearing someone recount their experiences is just heartbreaking. 🤕
 
I mean, what's new, right? 🙄 A 21-year-old volunteer soldier in Ukraine is traumatized by war... surprise, surprise! 😒 I'm sure it's not like we've seen this before in every single conflict throughout history.

But seriously, the mental health struggles that Akula is facing are super real. It's one thing to see it on news stories, but when you're actually living through it, it's a whole different ball game. PTSD, anxiety, depression - these aren't just buzzwords, they're actual conditions that can ruin lives.

And yeah, the sounds, smells, and memories can really stick with you (pun intended). It's like our brains are wired to remember every little detail, no matter how traumatic it is. No wonder he's still haunted by those memories months later 🤯.

It's also wild that he's already spoken out about the psychological effects of war. Like, what a refreshing change from the usual "we're fighting for freedom" speeches. It's time we start talking about the real costs of conflict, you know? 💔
 
can you imagine having to live with those kinda stuff for months? i mean, i've seen some scary videos online but watching people get hurt in real life must be super traumatic 😱. akula's story is really somber and it's not just about the physical injuries, it's like his mind was also hit hard by all the horror he saw. 🤕 it makes me think that even if we're fighting for our country, it doesn't mean we won't be affected by the war afterwards... 👊
 
OMG, I'm literally shakin' my head thinkin' about this poor dude Akula... 🤕 He must've seen some stuff that no one should ever have to see. 5 months in combat zones? That's insane! And the sounds, smells, and memories still haunting him? 😩 It's like his brain is tryin' to process all the trauma he went through, but it's just not computein'. PTSD, anxiety, depression... that's a tough combo to deal with. I hope he gets the help he needs, 'cause it's clear this experience has taken a toll on his mental health 🤗
 
Ugh I'm still trying to process this... Akula's story is literally giving me nightmares 😩 he's so young and had to go through that trauma, its just not fair 🤷‍♂️ I mean I know we need volunteers in Ukraine but 5 months of non-stop combat is way too much for anyone to handle, especially when you're still figuring out who you are 💔 PTSD is no joke and it's amazing he's even talking about it openly, it takes a lot of courage 🙏. We should really be thinking twice before sending people into these situations, its not just about physical injuries, mental health matters too 🤝
 
OMG 🤯, I'm like totally shook by what Akula went through in Ukraine! The mental health struggles he faced after serving as a volunteer soldier are so real 🤕... PTSD, anxiety, and depression are NOT something you can just 'tough out' 💔. It's like, super important that we acknowledge the psychological toll of war and support those who come back 🙏.

I mean, imagine being on high alert 24/7 with no end in sight 😬... it's like, totally draining! The pressure to stay vigilant is immense, and I can only imagine how hard it must've been for Akula and his fellow soldiers 💪. It's heartbreaking that they're still dealing with the aftermath of their experiences 🤗.

It's so crucial that we educate people about the psychological effects of war before they even enlist 📚... like, you gotta know what you're getting into! And to those considering serving, trust Akula - it's not just about physical injuries 😊... your mental health matters too! 💕
 
omg i cant even imagine goin thru somethin like that 🤕 akula is literally my spirit animal rn i mean idk how ppl deal w/ all dat trauma & anxiety its like, my heart goes out 2 him so much 😊 anyway i think we need more awareness about mental health in the military they should really prioritize their soldiers' mental wellbng 🤝 ugh just thinkin bout it is makin me anxious lol 💀
 
the more i think about it, the more i realize we're just talking about numbers - 21, soldier, volunteer... but behind all that is a young person with feelings and thoughts 🤕. it's not about being patriotic or serving the nation, it's about human beings who get hurt in the process 💔. and yeah, we should underestimate the psychological toll of war at our own risk 😳
 
War is literally the most draining thing for your mind & body 😩. I mean I get why ppl wanna serve their country and all that, but the trauma you experience during conflicts stays with u forever 💔. It's not just about having PTSD or anxiety, it's about the emotional rollercoaster that never ends 🌪️. You're constantly on edge, waiting for the next attack, and when u r finally able to relax, u're still haunted by the memories of what happened. It's like u can't escape the weight of ur own experiences 💥. We need more support systems in place for soldiers who come back, cuz trust me, it's not just about getting over something with a little time and space 🕰️...
 
I'm so worried about people like Akula 🤕... 5 months is already a long time, can you imagine being in that situation for months? The PTSD, anxiety, depression... it's not just physical injuries we should be concerned about, it's the mental toll too 💔. He's still struggling, and it's gonna take time to heal... hope people learn from his experience and prioritize their mental health before sending them into harm's way 🤞
 
oh man, this kid is still shaking from what he went through 🤕... i can only imagine how tough it must be for him to relive those memories 5 months in combat zones was way too long. u got that? PTSD anxiety depression are no joke and it's like the sounds and smells of war just won't leave u alone 💔 my heart goes out to this young man, we gotta do better in supporting our veterans 🙏
 
I'm just so shook by what Akula went through in Ukraine 🤕. I mean, I know war is never easy, but 5 months at the front lines? That's insane 💥. It's crazy how PTSD, anxiety, and depression can affect someone like that. The sounds and smells of war are forever etched into their mind, right? 😩 And it's not just about the physical injuries, mental health is so important 🤝.

I think we need to talk more about this, especially for those who are considering joining the military 💬. We need to make sure they're aware of the risks, both physical and emotional. It's not all heroics and bravery; it's real life with real consequences 😔. I'm just so grateful that Akula is speaking out, sharing his story in the hopes that others won't have to go through what he did 💕. We need more voices like him, more awareness about mental health and war 🌟.
 
Man, this Akula guy's story is so heartbreaking 🤕... I mean, can you even imagine being in that situation? Constant artillery fire, explosions, screams... it's like something out of a nightmare 😱. And to think he had to deal with all that for 5 months straight? That's just cruel 😓.

And what really gets me is how it affects his mental health. PTSD, anxiety, depression... it's like, he's still dealing with the trauma and can't even shake off the memories 🤯. It's not just about the physical injuries, either - the psychological toll is real. I think we should all take a minute to appreciate our own lives and not be so quick to jump into war zones without thinking it through 💔.

I mean, Akula's right - the human cost of conflict shouldn't be underestimated. We need more people like him speaking out about the mental health effects of war, so that maybe we can change some things 🤝.
 
This is so sad man... 🤕 I mean, I get that wars gotta be fought but the mental toll on these soldiers is insane! 5 months in combat zones? That's like, forever 🙅‍♂️. And yeah, they're not just worried about bullets and bombs, it's all these other stuff too - sounds, smells, memories... it's like their brain is stuck in this war zone mode 🔊. And what really gets me is that they're still dealing with PTSD, anxiety, depression... when will we learn from this? 🤔 We gotta find better ways to support our soldiers and help them cope with all this trauma 💕. Can't just send 'em off into battle without thinking about the consequences... 😕
 
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