For months, 21-year-old Akula fought on the front lines in Ukraine as a volunteer soldier. What he witnessed during this time would haunt him forever.
As he recounted to CNN's David McKenzie, Akula was consumed by feelings of desperation - he was scared, cold, hungry, and extremely lonely. The grueling reality of war left its indelible mark on his mental health.
"I have PTSD, anxiety, and depression," Akula stated candidly about the emotional toll his experiences took on him. "The sounds, smells, and memories from that time still linger with me."
When asked to describe a typical day on the front line, Akula's expression turned somber. He recalled the constant bombardment of artillery fire, explosions, and screams for help from fellow soldiers and civilians. The pressure of constantly being on high alert took its toll.
"Sometimes you're sleeping; sometimes you're awake," he said about his 5-month stint in combat zones. "It's a perpetual sense of danger that seeps into your subconscious."
As Akula spoke to CNN, it was clear that the harsh conditions and prolonged exposure to trauma have irreparably changed him. The psychological scars will likely take time to heal.
"It's not just about the physical injuries," he cautioned those considering enlisting in military service. "The psychological effects of war should never be underestimated."
Akula's experience serves as a stark reminder of the human cost of conflict, and the devastating impact it can have on individuals who are called upon to fight for their country.
As he recounted to CNN's David McKenzie, Akula was consumed by feelings of desperation - he was scared, cold, hungry, and extremely lonely. The grueling reality of war left its indelible mark on his mental health.
"I have PTSD, anxiety, and depression," Akula stated candidly about the emotional toll his experiences took on him. "The sounds, smells, and memories from that time still linger with me."
When asked to describe a typical day on the front line, Akula's expression turned somber. He recalled the constant bombardment of artillery fire, explosions, and screams for help from fellow soldiers and civilians. The pressure of constantly being on high alert took its toll.
"Sometimes you're sleeping; sometimes you're awake," he said about his 5-month stint in combat zones. "It's a perpetual sense of danger that seeps into your subconscious."
As Akula spoke to CNN, it was clear that the harsh conditions and prolonged exposure to trauma have irreparably changed him. The psychological scars will likely take time to heal.
"It's not just about the physical injuries," he cautioned those considering enlisting in military service. "The psychological effects of war should never be underestimated."
Akula's experience serves as a stark reminder of the human cost of conflict, and the devastating impact it can have on individuals who are called upon to fight for their country.