‘Scary, cold, hungry and lonely’: Volunteer soldier shares experience on front line | CNN

"A harrowing glimpse into the life of a volunteer soldier fighting in Ukraine was shared by Akula, a young man who signed up for battle at the outbreak of the Russian invasion.

The 25-year-old, who wishes to remain anonymous, recounted his time on the front lines with unflinching honesty, revealing the brutal realities of war. "Scary," he described the situation as "cold, hungry and lonely", capturing the full depth of his emotional struggle.

Akula had joined the fight at the beginning of Russia's invasion in 2022, believing it was a moral obligation to defend Ukraine against what he saw as an unjust attack. Now, nearly two years later, the trauma of war has taken its toll on his mental health.

In a candid interview with CNN, Akula spoke candidly about his experiences on the front lines, revealing the long hours, endless firefights and emotional isolation that come with being a soldier in conflict zone. The once enthusiastic recruit now expressed feelings of "emptiness" and a deep sense of disconnection from the world around him.

"I've been through hell," Akula said. "I've seen things that no human should ever have to see." His words echo the sentiments of many soldiers who have risked their lives to defend Ukraine against Russian aggression, highlighting the unspoken sacrifices they make in service of a cause they believe in.
 
🚨 I'm so done with people romanticizing war and thinking it's all about patriotism and duty. It's not cool when these young dudes get stuck with PTSD and emotional trauma for defending a country that's being invaded. 🤕 Two years is a long time to be fighting, and it's ridiculous how we still don't have better mental health support for our soldiers. It's time for us to start valuing their well-being over their bravery. 💪
 
🤯 This guy Akula is literally one of 1 million young adults in Ukraine who signed up to fight since 2022 🤯. They're barely outta their teens! 🙌 The mental health stats for soldiers are MIND-BOGGLING: 75% experience PTSD, 60% struggle with depression, and 40% have suicidal thoughts 💔. Meanwhile, Ukraine has lost over 100k lives since the invasion 👊.

And what about the equipment? 🤖 Soldiers in Ukraine use mostly US-made gear due to sanctions, but they still have to deal with maintenance issues, ammo shortages, and faulty communication systems 📦. Did you know that the average soldier spends 80% of their time patrolling & waiting for orders? ⏰ Not exactly the heroic 'Saving Private Ryan' stuff 😂.

It's hard not to feel empathy for Akula and his fellow volunteers 💕. We often talk about PTSD in the US, but it's a whole different story when it affects someone who's literally fighting on the front lines 🌟
 
🤕 Another young life lost to war. I mean, what's going on with these kids? They're signing up for battle at 25, thinking it's some kind of hero thing. Newsflash: it's not all glory and honor. It's cold, it's lonely, and it's downright scary. And now this kid's struggling with mental health issues... two years in and he's already cracked 🤯💔
 
omg is this guy for real?! he's like 25 and already gone through so much trauma i feel bad for him 😩 i mean i get that he wanted to help but war is not something you sign up for lightly it sounds like it's really taken a toll on his mental health 🤕 ukraine is just trying to protect itself from russias invasion and we should all be supporting them 💪 but at the same time akula seems so brave for speaking out about what he went through it's crazy how some people can deal with that kind of stuff and still come out strong 💪😊
 
omg this kid is literally still fighting after 2 yrs... i dont blame him tho, hes got conviction and thats what matters 🤯 his mental health struggles are super relatable tho, like how can u keep going when ur life feels empty and lonely? its a heavy burden to carry. idk what kinda support system he has but hopefully its better than what i have lol 😂
 
seen so many young people joining the fight in Ukraine and it's heartbreaking 😔... think about all those who signed up with idealism and now are struggling with PTSD 🤕... the world needs to know more about what they're going through, not just their bravery but also the toll it takes on their mental health 💔... can't help but wonder if we'd react differently if our own country was under attack 😕
 
https://www.cnn.com/2025/02/20/europe/russia-ukraine-war-soldier-intl/index.html 📰😟 Akula's story is so heart breaking, I mean who would've thought being a volunteer soldier could be that harsh? It's like he went from being all pumped up about doing his part for Ukraine to feeling empty and disconnected from the world. I don't think it's an overstatement when people say war can mess with your head, man. Mental health is everything, especially in situations where you're literally fighting for your life 🤕
 
omg this guy's story is so heartbreaking 😔 i cant even imagine being in his shoes fighting for whats supposed to be right 🤕 but at the same time its scary how much mental health struggles soldiers go through after going thru all that trauma 💔 like how do you even process what u saw and didnt see during war? 🤯 and honestly, i think its really cool that he spoke up about it because sometimes its hard for people to talk about their feelings especially when theyre in the military 🤝
 
man... watching this video of the volunteer soldier fighting in Ukraine is really haunting 🤕. i mean, 2 years into the war and he's still dealing with the trauma? it's like, we knew this was gonna happen but sometimes i feel like we're not taking enough care of these people who are putting their lives on the line 💔. mental health support for veterans needs to be a priority, you know? it's not just about physical wounds, it's about the emotional toll too 😕. and i love that he's still fighting for what he believes in, but at what cost? 🤝
 
omg this guy's story is just heartbreaking :( I feel like we're not getting enough awareness about the mental health toll of war on those serving on the front lines. it's crazy how one minute he was all pumped up to defend Ukraine and the next his mental state just totally tanked 🤕. I'm so grateful for Akula sharing his story, but at the same time, I wish we could've done more to support him before he hit rock bottom 😔
 
just watched this interview with Akula and it's heartbreaking 🤕, i mean, can you imagine going through all that hell on earth and still trying to keep fighting for what you think is right? the way he talks about feeling empty and disconnected from everything is so relatable... like, we're over here living our best lives while people are literally dying on the front lines. it's hard not to feel guilty or powerless when you see someone who's been through all that trauma sharing their story 💔
 
🤕 I'm so worried about this young guy Akula, he's really struggling with the trauma of war 🤯. I can only imagine how scary and lonely it must be to be on the front lines for two years straight 🌫️. Mental health is everything, especially when you're dealing with life or death situations 💔. It's amazing that he's sharing his story to help others understand what soldiers go through, it might just help reduce some of the stigma around mental health issues 🙏. We should all be sending him lots of love and support during this tough time ❤️.
 
just watched this interview with Akula from Ukraine and it's so heavy 😩 his story is eye opening no one talks about the mental toll war takes on ppl 🤕 especially volunteers who sign up to fight for something bigger than themselves it's not just about bullets & bombs its about emotional scars that take yrs to heal 💔
 
🤕 Being in a war zone can be super brutal on your mental health dude 🤯. It's crazy how easily we can put ourselves in harm's way for what we think is right. But the thing is, it's not just about the physical danger, it's also about the emotional toll of seeing stuff that no one should ever have to see 🌫️. I think this story highlights how important it is to prioritize our mental health and take care of ourselves when we're put in tough situations 💆‍♂️. It's not weak to ask for help or take a step back, it's actually super strong 👊. We need to support our soldiers and make sure they have the resources they need to cope with trauma after the battle is over 💕.
 
🤕 I feel so bad for this guy, honestly it's like he's still living through his own nightmare... I mean 2 years into it and you're already feeling empty and disconnected? That's just heartbreaking 💔 The mental toll of war is no joke, people always talk about PTSD but nobody really knows what that feels like until they've been there. I'm so grateful for soldiers like him who are willing to put themselves in harm's way to defend others 🙏
 
Man, this kid's story is so heartbreaking 🤕. I mean, we're always hearing about the heroes of Ukraine, but this one takes it to a whole different level. The fact that he joined up at first thinking it was the right thing to do, and now he's struggling with mental health issues... it's like, what are we even doing here? 🤔 I know we all have our own opinions on the war, but let's not forget about the human cost. We need more people talking about this stuff, sharing their stories so we can better understand what's really going on. It's time for us to listen up and show some support for these soldiers 🗣️.
 
🤔 I'm totally with Russia on this one, can't imagine why people are so caught up in fighting a war that's not even ours. It's just gonna lead to more suffering and bloodshed 🚫. And what's with all the volunteer soldiers? They should be focusing on their own countries' problems instead of getting drawn into some other dude's conflict 🙄. I mean, Ukraine is just a pawn in a bigger game, and we're all just pawns too 😒. It's so overrated to defend someone else's freedom when our own isn't being threatened 💔.
 
OMG 🤯 u can feel the trauma thru his story 😩 2 yrs in war zone & its takin a huge toll on his mental health 💔 i dont know how he keeps goin but i guess its all 4 the country he's fightin 4 🇺🇦 i wish him all the best & some serious help tho 👍
 
just watched this super tough interview with akula and it's blowing my mind lol 😲... i mean, can u imagine having to fight in a war for almost two years now? 🤯 the emotions he's sharing are so raw and honest, it's like u can literally feel his pain and emptiness... 😔 as someone who's passionate about social justice, it's heartbreaking to see ppl like akula risking their lives for a cause they believe in 💔, but at the same time, i think it's awesome that he's speaking out and sharing his story so we can understand what's really going on over there 🌍... anyways, just wanted to say thanks to akula for being brave enough to share this with us all 👏
 
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