A harrowing account from a young Ukrainian volunteer soldier, Akula, who enlisted in the early days of Russia's invasion has shed light on the unforgiving nature of modern warfare. The 25-year-old, now grappling with post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), recounted his experiences to CNN journalist David McKenzie.
For Akula, the initial rush of adrenaline and sense of purpose quickly gave way to an eerie feeling of isolation as he ventured deeper into the front lines. "It was scary," he recalled, describing the relentless artillery fire that seemed to rattle every inch of their makeshift campsite. The biting cold seeped into his bones like a slow-moving frost, threatening to strip him bare at any moment.
As resources dwindled and the constant din of battle took its toll on Akula's mental state, he began to feel an overwhelming sense of hunger – not just for physical sustenance but also emotional nourishment. "I was hungry for love," he confessed, his voice laced with desperation as he sought connection in a desolate landscape devoid of comfort.
The weight of loneliness soon became unbearable, crushing Akula's spirits and threatening to extinguish the flame of hope that had initially driven him to join the fight. His experiences have left him questioning whether the cost of their country's freedom was too steep to pay.
For Akula, the initial rush of adrenaline and sense of purpose quickly gave way to an eerie feeling of isolation as he ventured deeper into the front lines. "It was scary," he recalled, describing the relentless artillery fire that seemed to rattle every inch of their makeshift campsite. The biting cold seeped into his bones like a slow-moving frost, threatening to strip him bare at any moment.
As resources dwindled and the constant din of battle took its toll on Akula's mental state, he began to feel an overwhelming sense of hunger – not just for physical sustenance but also emotional nourishment. "I was hungry for love," he confessed, his voice laced with desperation as he sought connection in a desolate landscape devoid of comfort.
The weight of loneliness soon became unbearable, crushing Akula's spirits and threatening to extinguish the flame of hope that had initially driven him to join the fight. His experiences have left him questioning whether the cost of their country's freedom was too steep to pay.