‘Scary, cold, hungry and lonely’: Volunteer soldier shares experience on front line | CNN

A harrowing account from a young Ukrainian volunteer soldier, Akula, who enlisted in the early days of Russia's invasion has shed light on the unforgiving nature of modern warfare. The 25-year-old, now grappling with post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), recounted his experiences to CNN journalist David McKenzie.

For Akula, the initial rush of adrenaline and sense of purpose quickly gave way to an eerie feeling of isolation as he ventured deeper into the front lines. "It was scary," he recalled, describing the relentless artillery fire that seemed to rattle every inch of their makeshift campsite. The biting cold seeped into his bones like a slow-moving frost, threatening to strip him bare at any moment.

As resources dwindled and the constant din of battle took its toll on Akula's mental state, he began to feel an overwhelming sense of hunger – not just for physical sustenance but also emotional nourishment. "I was hungry for love," he confessed, his voice laced with desperation as he sought connection in a desolate landscape devoid of comfort.

The weight of loneliness soon became unbearable, crushing Akula's spirits and threatening to extinguish the flame of hope that had initially driven him to join the fight. His experiences have left him questioning whether the cost of their country's freedom was too steep to pay.
 
I'm really disturbed by this account of young Akula's experience 🤕💔. The thought of being in a war zone for so long, feeling isolated and hopeless, is just heartbreaking 😭. I mean, who can imagine going through that kind of emotional torture? It's like, you're fighting for your country, but also losing yourself in the process... it's just not fair 🤷‍♀️. And PTSD is no joke, it's a real thing that affects people for years to come... what were they even thinking, sending someone so young into the front lines? 💔😡
 
I mean, I just wanna know how these young folks are supposed to cope with all this? Like, PTSD is one thing, but it sounds like they're literally starving for human connection in the middle of a war zone 🤯. It's like, you'd think they'd get some kind of support or counseling from their government, but nope, they're just on their own to deal with it 🤷‍♂️. And Akula's story is especially sad because I can only imagine how hard it must be for him to go through that and come out the other side 😔. It's a harsh reminder of what we take for granted in our daily lives, like being able to grab a coffee without having to fight off enemy forces ☕️.
 
omg this kid akula is literally traumatized 🤕 25 years old and already dealing with PTSD, what a waste 😔 i mean how could they send someone so young into a war zone like that? the gov't should be held accountable for putting people's lives on the line like that 💔 not to mention the emotional toll it takes on their loved ones too 👪 Akula just wants love and connection but is stuck in this hellhole with no comfort in sight 😭 what's the point of even fighting if you're just gonna end up a shell of yourself? 🤯
 
I can only imagine how tough it must be for someone like Akula to go through what he did. It's crazy how quickly things can change from being all adrenaline and hero mode to feeling super lost and alone. 😩💔 I'm not gonna lie, the thought of running out of food and feeling super hungry (not just physically but also emotionally) is kinda terrifying. It's like, you're trying to protect your country but at what cost? 🤕 Maybe we can talk about ways to support our soldiers when they come back or how to prevent something like this from happening again? 💬
 
man i just cant even imagine being in akulas shoes rn... all that adrenaline and sense of purpose is great at first but then it's like you're just stuck in this neverending nightmare with no escape 🤯 and honestly its scary how ptsd can creep up on u like that my cousin went thru something similar after serving overseas and it was like she just lost her spark for life 💔 the hunger for connection is real tho i mean akula said he was hungry for love and thats not something you can just find in the middle of war zones... its like u need a safe space to process ur emotions and find u again 😔
 
can't imagine going through what this kid went thru, 25 yrs old and already dealin with ptsd 🤕 his story is a harsh reminder of how wars affect ppl on all levels, not just the soldiers on the front lines... we need to be supportin each other more, especially during times like these 😔
 
🤔 I don't know if I fully agree with Akula's account, but at the same time, I kinda feel like he's being way too harsh on himself... like, yeah, war is super tough and all, but can't a guy just take some meds or something? 🙅‍♂️

And omg, I'm so sorry that dude went through PTSD - that sounds awful. But, like, can we not be too quick to judge the system when we're not even in the shoes of someone who's fighting for their country? 💔

I mean, I think it's great that he's speaking out and all, but at the same time... isn't it possible that he's just as invested in "winning" as everyone else is? 🤷‍♂️ Like, can we not just assume that he's some kind of helpless victim when, maybe, he's actually a complex human being who's trying to make sense of things? 🤔
 
"War is hell, and I'm not sure which part is worse - the killing or the loneliness." 💔🌫️
It's heartbreaking to see how young soldiers like Akula are affected by the harsh realities of modern warfare, struggling with PTSD and feelings of isolation in the midst of chaos. The emotional toll of war cannot be overstated, and it's essential we support our troops and their families through this difficult time.
 
can you believe the stats on PTSD? 🤯 1 in 5 veterans experience symptoms, with Ukraine being one of the highest rates globally 💔. The emotional toll of war is real, and it's heartbreaking that Akula had to go through this. I mean, have you seen the data on artillery fire frequency? 500+ shells per hour is insane! 📊 And the cost of mental health treatment in Ukraine is a whopping $15/hour 💸. It's no wonder Akula felt isolated and hungry for love. The human cost of war is just too high 🤕.

Here's a chart to put it into perspective:

War-related PTSD cases in Ukraine (2022-2023) 📈
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* 1 in 5 veterans affected (23% 🤯)
* 80% reported symptoms for at least 6 months 😩
* Top causes: witnessing violence, experiencing trauma, & feeling isolated 💔

And let's not forget the impact on civilians! 🚨 According to the UN, over 4 million people have been displaced in Ukraine since 2022. That's a staggering 25% of the population 🤯.

We need to raise awareness and support for those affected by conflict. Let's make a difference, one data point at a time 📊💖
 
🤕 You know, people always think war is all about heroism and patriotism, but Akula's story shows us that it's actually a really harsh and unforgiving experience. I mean, can you imagine being in a situation where you're constantly scared for your life and you feel super isolated? 🤯 It's not like some romanticized version of war in movies or books.

I think what really gets me is how Akula felt this overwhelming hunger for connection and love when he was stuck in that desolate landscape. It's like, we often forget that soldiers are human beings too, with feelings and emotions. 🤝 And the fact that resources were dwindling and they were struggling to survive... it's just so sad.

I don't know if I'd say that Akula's experience is a critique of the war effort or anything like that. But it does make you think about the human cost, you know? 💔
 
🤕 I can only imagine how tough it must've been for Akula, you know? He's only 25 and has already seen some pretty dark stuff 🌑. The thought that he's struggling with PTSD and feeling really alone in the midst of all that chaos is heartbreaking 😔. It makes me wonder if we're doing enough to support these young people who are putting their lives on the line for their country 💕. I feel like we need to be more understanding and compassionate towards them, you know? 🤗 They're not just soldiers, they're human beings with feelings and emotions too ❤️. We should be trying to provide them with more emotional support, rather than just throwing resources at the physical aspects of war 💪. It's a tough issue, but I think we need to have a better conversation about it 🤝.
 
OMG, I'm literally shook 😱 by Akula's story 🤯! Like, can you even imagine being in the middle of a war zone with no support system? 💔 The thought of those artillery blasts and freezing temps is giving me chills 💀! And poor dude's mental state is straight up breaking my heart ❤️. I'm so glad he's talking about it though, because awareness is key, you know? 🤝 We need more people like Akula sharing their stories to help break the stigma around PTSD and show the world how real the struggles are 💥. It's a reminder that even in the midst of conflict, we're all human beings deserving of love and connection ❤️.
 
😔 it's crazy how fast adrenaline can wear off in war situations... these young soldiers like Akula are literally fighting for their lives, but when they're not in the heat of battle, they're struggling with mental health issues and feelings of isolation 🤕. I mean, it's one thing to be scared for your life, but to feel desperate for love and connection in the middle of all that chaos... that's just heartbreaking 💔. We need to talk about how we can better support these soldiers and their families when they come back home 💪.
 
OMG this guy is so brave 🤯 for sharing his story like that, I can imagine how scary and isolating it must've been for him 😩. PTSD is no joke and it's a testament to the physical and mental toll of war on our soldiers 💔. I think what really struck me was when he said he was hungry for love 🤷‍♀️. It's like, we always hear about how soldiers are heroes, but they're also human beings with feelings and needs ❤️. We should be supporting them more than just giving them medals and praise 🎉.
 
🤕 this is so harrowing to read about what these young people are going through, they're just humans not soldiers and it's heartbreaking that they have to go thru this kinda mental torture, PTSD is no joke 🤒 i can only imagine how hard it must be for them to come back to normal life after all they've seen, I hope more ppl start paying attention to the human cost of war 💔
 
🤯 I mean, can't help but think about how crazy it is that these young volunteers are basically expected to just dive into war without any real mental preparation. Like, we talk about PTSD being a big deal now, but back in the day, it was just like, "Hey kid, go out there and get shot at some more." 💔

And yeah, I get why Akula is questioning everything now. The whole "we're fighting for freedom" thing can be super easy to romanticize when you're not the one getting shot at every five seconds... 🤷‍♂️ It's like, we need to have a real talk about what war really costs, and not just leave it up to these young folks to figure out. 🌟
 
Man I'm still trying to process what this young dude went through 💔 It's crazy how quickly that adrenaline rush can turn into feeling super lost and alone in the middle of a war zone 😓 The physical toll is one thing, but mental health is just as important - it's like they say, you can't pour from an empty cup ☕️. It's heartbreaking to think about someone who was just trying to do their part for their country, only to feel so drained and disconnected from humanity. I'm glad CNN is sharing his story, maybe it'll help raise awareness about the psychological impact of war on soldiers 📺
 
You guys won't believe what this young Ukrainian soldier is going through 🤯. It's not just the physical toll of war, it's like his soul is freezing in that cold 🥶. I mean, who wouldn't feel that way when you're stuck in a war zone with no human connection? It's all about supply chains and logistics, right? Who's really running this show over there? 🤔
 
You know, its heartbreaking to think about what these young soldiers are going through 🤕. The mental toll of war is so underrated, you feel? It's not just about physical wounds, but also the emotional scars that can last a lifetime. Akula's story is a powerful reminder of the human cost of conflict and how it can affect anyone, regardless of their age or background. PTSD is no joke, and its effects are still being felt by many veterans like Akula 🙏. We need to make sure we're supporting our troops and providing them with the resources they need to heal and recover, both mentally and emotionally 💕.
 
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